22:33 basically hell. Also bits of heaven that make it worthwhile. And a lot of in-betweens that I don’t notice as much. I alternate between bad cop and mary poppins. It’s exhausting. Continuous sobriety definitely makes it more focused. That’s probably a good thing. 😉
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p.s. have been (accidentally) experimenting. If you want tons of likes on your post, use keywords like “health” “wellness” “diet” “exercise.” lol. If you want less likes, or to temper the health likes, add “housewife” to the title. double lol.
Almost going to bed on time. Did all the things on my list. Oh except the fruits and veggies, and I mended 4 things instead of 5. The machine jammed and I was too tired to fix it. Didn’t make time to set up a podcast or show (as originally planned, as in kill two birds with one stone) while I was doing that. I had to do a lot of clearing up of the sewing area just to have space to sew and find bits of velcro etc. I cleaned the inflatable-ring pool (which has no filter) and weeded the flower garden some. That also takes time.
I wayyyy underestimated the time these things would take. I truly have a full-time job.
hope you are well, miss reading some of your blogs. Still loving Primrose’s blog. It’s quite amazing.
Grateful my older boys are eager to do yard work for chores money (but of course, to buy technology…) grateful to be a mom, I love my kids so much. suffering comes from fear I am not doing a good enough job. Even when I’m trying my ass off. So… feelings of futility. I know that love conquers fear and hope conquers futility. just when I’m tired I can’t remember that. Time to go to sleep.